Some days I'm full of the joys of life.... And some days I feel nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing f***ing NOTHING

*bangs chest*
ANYONE F***ING IN THERE????

Gah.  ¶ 9:05 pm 2 comments

  There was a storm tonight. A terrific thunderstorm collapsed tonight
On the roof of my little home.
I was cleaning, polishing,
Staring out of the wide open window,
Not paying much attention
To the lightening sheets.
It was this loud once,
In my last abode,
With the blinds in tatters,
Smashing against the frame.
We had allowed the storm in,
As we both liked his company.
He liked watching us,
I think,
As he stayed
For those incredible 60 minutes.  ¶ 1:01 am 0 comments

  Icky. Sending shallow dishes
Of sheepish delight,
A bumbling shuffle
Around your prettiness.
You're sugar frosted,
Pink angel delight.
I'd like to buy you an icecream,
Of the strawberry kind.
With queer rainbow sprinkles
and chocolate.  ¶ 4:54 pm 1 comments

  Ever feel weird? I'm not one for emotional purging usually. Especially not in a public place. Unless I'm really drunk. Or I'm writing or painting (what a cliche huh), or i'm by myself. If you ever want anything out of me, get me pissed, usually that simple. But today, I feel like a change.

Anyway, I'M SICK OF FEELING LIKE THIS! I need a new begnning. Another one. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. MAYBE I SHOULD ADMIT TO MYSELF THAT I'M ACTUALLY LONELY TOO.

In a self indugent kind of way that felt a little better.  ¶ 11:34 am 5 comments